Its been a difficult couple of days. After treatment #1 of Chemo the effects have been strong and miserable for mom. She is currently admitted into the hospital and the fear of what is to come is real. She is beyond a warrior and she has what it takes to fight, but even the strongest warrior struggles. Hearing the weakness in her voice and seeing her lying there in the hospital bed is something that I do not wish anyone needs to see in their mother. I continue to ask God, why? I continue to wonder. It is hard right now to understand. At these times I must get help and hold on to what others say and believe to get through to the next step. This and this is what I must grab a hold of right now.
Faith is not for the faint of heart. Cancer is not for the faint of heart. Love is not for the faint of heart.