Its been a difficult couple of days. After treatment #1 of Chemo the effects have been strong and miserable for mom. She is currently admitted into the hospital and the fear of what is to come is real. She is beyond a warrior and she has what it takes to fight, but even the strongest warrior struggles. Hearing the weakness in her voice and seeing her lying there in the hospital bed is something that I do not wish anyone needs to see in their mother. I continue to ask God, why? I continue to wonder. It is hard right now to understand. At these times I must get help and hold on to what others say and believe to get through to the next step. This and this is what I must grab a hold of right now.
Faith is not for the faint of heart. Cancer is not for the faint of heart. Love is not for the faint of heart.
#cancersucks
Mama, Teacher, Helper, and Believer 
By no means am I trying to be cold hearted with you my sister in Christ but remember that even though the thoughts of losing ones we love here and now that the Soul is eternal. Remember that Lord is pleased at the human death of His Saints because He knows that they have ran their human race and have now won and as we close our eyes our Souls go back to Him. When the time comes we will all be with our loved ones in the Lord again and forever. I pray for peace for you and for comfort for your dear Mom, stay strong in Christ Sister.
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I just found out my dad has stage 3 lung cancer. I don’t know what the future holds, but I do know who holds the future. Praying for God’s grace during a difficult time.
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I’m sorry Matthew…the journey is hard! So glad we don’t have to face it without God!
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